This Changes Everything

August 28, 2019 Before Nate passed away, sometime in March 2019, my sister, Julia and I had gotten into watching Mad Men. She had invited me to stay at her condo last fall, 2018 so I could get my energy back after a trying situation back in Colorado. I was caught off guard one night when […]

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I’m sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you, I love you….

November 6, 2019 My sister Irene recently announced that she and her husband will be selling their Colorado home and will be moving to Florida…the place where i just came from after living my other sister Julia for a few months. Irene has been clearing out years of stuff she had been holding onto for way […]

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Life Repeats — Part One

October 13, 2019 After my last Journal post, I thought I would have integrated some of the police report with my failed memory of what occurred that bloody awful night that pre-empted my divorce, but it just hasn’t felt like it’s time. So, I will put all of that on the back burner until that knowing […]

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Kelly

August 11, 2019. My brother, Nate took on the role of being my protector before and after my parents divorced. In fact, he carried this role on when I needed him through more harrowing times when I was much older, too. At the time of our parents split, we were the only one’s left at […]

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Passenger

Oscar Wilde ‘ Oh darling sugar honey, when it was nice and sunny, and when we had some money, we would go and see Echo and the Bunny…..men’ July 20, 2019 Troy video. (Read at your own discretion. This is about sexual assault.) When I was young, I connected to Sinead O’Connor easily because she […]

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Slow Bloom Reverie

August, 2019 My son Liam and I were driving back to his father’s home in a suburban cookie-cutter neighborhood. We both noticed a girl riding carefully down the street on her bike. She smiled and waved at us. My son and I looked at each other and gushed. We both said in unison, “She waved […]

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Music Hath Charms

(May 9, 2019 – I moved this from my blog to here.) I wrote nearly 1000 pages about my family history in every possible way you could imagine. All of it was conjured up from the deep recesses of my mind through music—all sorts of glorious music that was the background of my life. My […]

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